Why am i feeling this way?

(: School was fun at the last two periods.
Was kinda disiao by people!
Ink was all over me:(
I was too kind that i never volcano erupt okay(:
Thank me!

Then after school , went out.
& my mood changed.
I dont know why am i feeling this way?
Its like i cant feel it anymore.
Yes , i couldnt feel it.
Actually , im just acting that im really
happy , when im not.

Yes, but who knows? I dont want to tell anyone(:
I can overcome it , i think.
I think i dont need you.
Maybe now you're suspecting me ,
but i dont care. I won answer your
questions , i think.

I hate my life.